AfterTonight.You;ll Wana Find Me.♥

♥ Sunday, June 28, 2009

Heyyy Bloggy.

Tuhdayy was a total flop for me, Whereas Yday was the best.

I Dont Know whats wrongg.

I Reali Dont.

First i said.

Im Not falling again

Then i said, maybe im falling.

Then atlast, I FALLED.

It always happens to me.

ALWAYS.

ITS A NOT A DEMN FUCKING CRUSH DEMN IT.

If it was!

I Wud have talked about you the whole day.

& The next dayy Wuden even be bothered about u.

& Then the next time, i hear ur name, i see ur profile i meet u.

Then il get reminded of the crush!

Thats a got demn crush!

Cant u get it! I Freaking Love You!

There a demn diffrence!

I reali shuden have

I Reali shuden have.

I Thought u reali were into me.

I Reali thought.

But i guess u not!

Its all my fault. Its all mine.

So Fucked up.

Seriously.

I Dono Noe, Argh man.

I Reali am into you.

I reali am.

You must get that first.

You made my yday. But today no.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Mums irretating me.

Aniways tom sch. i cant wait.

stress relieve.

Thats it for now.

Dear lord.

Forgive me for i have sinned.

Amen.

Stephanie Still Loves Small Fry.

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 4:09 AM

♥ Saturday, June 27, 2009

Heyy ya.

Aniways tuhdayy

Nothin muchh.

Its 12 30pm (:

Aniways tuhdayy OMG.

I talked to ARUL (:

omg omg omg!

Yey!

It was so fun(:

Thenn i watched this moviee call jodhaa akbar. (;

Man it was so romantic (:

Thenn i wenta out with my family (:

& Came back.

Nishaa babee is sick.

Boo!

I miss you babee!

Aniways later that night he asked if i actually liked him

OMG! I GOT CRAZYY!

Thenn i said yea.

Then he said he needed time.

I Needed time.

LALALA.

Aniways yea. thats it for now.

Im so happy (:

Anand smsed so weird.

Aniways see how things go.

SMALL FRYY.

Good night

Sweet dreams

Umuackz.

STEPHANIE LOVES ARUL (:

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 9:31 AM

♥ Friday, June 26, 2009

Heyyyas (:

Its 12.23pm

Im still not sleepy.

Lol, its still seems early (:

Aniways tuhdayy went out with aunty ann(:

Went vivo(:

She got me a early bday present.

She got me a dress at ZARA.

Oh myy! Im In Love With It.

Hahas

Its not that im too revealing or something,

its just that, im vain thats it.

& I dont have a boyfriend to control me.

So im just living life to the fullest.

Im vain. (:

Aniways yea, met meisen.

Met my family after that at Kovan.

Had MAC for dinner.

Nothing muchh now.

Arul havent come onlinee.

Argh.

Aniways it was so random

Anand coled me (:

He said col me tom night when im at home (:

I Said alritee.

See how things goes.

Aniways ARUL ARUL ARUL.

Cmon,

Come ONLINE DEMN IT.

Alrite maybe im xcited about anand too. But not as much aas MY SHAWTY ARUL.

I Watched Bride Wars

It was alrite. Cool Storyy.

Aniways im off tuh bedd yaar.

Good night

Sugar dreams.

I Dont wana go sch..

LOL.

Stephanie Loves You Shawtyy. (:

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 9:21 AM

♥ Thursday, June 25, 2009

Boo ya blog (:

Sayy ure scared (:

Its 1am in the morning (:

& Im still awake. Lol Im boredd.

Actually waiting for a rule to comee.

Mann. Tuhdayy went over to didi;s place.

Hahahs had kinda fun though.

Didi's dad droped me home.

Liberia project suck man!

Arghh!

Aniwayss

Im Reali falling for you shawt love (:

I mean i dont care what people say.

Its you i love & not themm. (:

Cmon get crazyyy!

Hahahs.

Aniwayss bianca, im always here for you alrite.

Good nightt.

Sweet dreams.

Stephanie LOVES Arul. (:

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 10:11 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009

People Engea!

Peeekkaaa BOOOO!

Hahahs,

Kinda Nisha;s Copyright (: LOL'

Aniways It was a great dayy with nishaa (:

TRANSFORMERS 2 WAS AWESOME!

Man i enjoyed it!

Hahas.

It was a great dayy

Trying to chut at the white shirt guy was hilarious!

WE HAD SO MANY CRAZY TIMES

Hhahas.

Afteral we had fun (:

Nisha was sexayy tuhdayy.

Aniways DYLAN & A RULE.

Man mine just seems its not gonna work man

I Shuden have kept my hopes high.

But il have faith.

Im gona have faith.

But u noe what.

WHATS THE FREAKING POINT

When he keeps studyingg arghh!

Alrite. stephanie is gona be patient.

Aniways thanks babee.

I mean yea i shud not jump to conclusions.

& Thanks ganesh. u & ur red nose trick!

Hahahs.

Aniways just see how things go.

Bloggy il keep u updated.

Alrite. Thats it.

Tom going over tuh didi's place.

Need tuh do project.

Oh My thats another shit.

Aniways cant wait till sch opens (:

Oh ure a passing cloud too asshole.

Good night

Sweet dreams

I Love you nisha.

I Love you Arul. (:

Muackz (:

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 8:15 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 23, 2009

BOO.

Aniways tuhdayy, the same thingg.

Used the laptop pratically the whole freaking day.

Fought With sundar. Well,ive got nothing to say la.

Man, i mean never mind. Aniways i reali got no idea why i said sorry.

Something told me to.

As nisha said he talked to me. LOL.

But We Are Friends,

Ok I Noe what i mean.

Aniways I Think

THE NEW SHORT FRIEND.

His It.

I Mean everybody gave me a possitive answer.

Just see how things go la. (:

1ST JAN. LOl.

Aniways his nice.

I Dont know.

argh.

But ii like himm.

I LOVE TAGGED.

Aniways CANT WAIT TILL TOM.

Off tuh watch transformers with babee nisha.

Miss her.

Aniways Yea. Miss school.

But havent done homework & My Hair.

FCUK. It dosent matter i dont live to please the people in school.

Aniways miss you pappa.

Seriously. The blood has hurt me more than the water did.

& The water that is like blood hurt me the most.

God forgive me for i have sin.

Amen,

Good Night.

Sugar & Papaya dreams (:

SMOOCHES.

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 7:11 AM

♥ Monday, June 22, 2009

MY FAMILY

Heyyyas Chicka!

Well Tuhdayy Woke Up at 12.

Tired man! Was using the laptop practically the whole dayy.

TODAYY. I WAS OH SO BORED.

Argh!

Had A Tif With Mama.

Man. i shhh.

I Need Tuh Go Out On Wed.

Thats My Thang Normally.

Aniways wenta kovan.

Then ate MAC.D

Bought Prepaid Card.

When Home

I So Excited For Wednesdayy!

TRANSFORMERS!

YEY/

NISHAAA!

LOVE YOU BITCH!

Aniways Nice Chatting With Him (:

I Wont tell her! Dont Worry hahahs!

Aniways thats about it.

Off Tuh Bed.

Good. Night Darling.

UMUA.

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 7:55 AM

♥ Sunday, June 21, 2009

Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high

And dance with my mother and me

And then spin me around 'til I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance

Another walk, another dance

with him I'd play a song that would never ever end

How I'd love, love, love To dance with my father again

I and my mother will disagree

To get my way I would run from her to him

He'd make me laugh just to comfort me,

Then finally make me do just what my mama says

Later that night when I was asleep

He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance One final step,

one final dance with him I'd play a song that will never, never end

'Cause I'd love, I'd love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door

And I'd hear how my mama cried for him

I pray for her even more than me I pray for her even more than me I know I'm praying for muchBut dear Lord, Every night I fall asleep And this is all I ever dream.

I MISS YOU PAPPA.

I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY.

UMUACKX!

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 7:09 AM

♥ Monday, June 15, 2009

Wear them gold and diamonds rings,

all them things don't mean a thing

Chaperons and limousines,

shoppin' for expensive things

I be on the movie screens, magazines and boogie scenes

I'm not clean, I'm not pristine,

I'm no queen, I'm no machine

I still go to Taco Bell, drive through, raw, yeahI don't care,

I'm still real, no matter how many records I?ll sel

After the show, after the Grammy?s

I like to go cool out with the familySippin'

reminiscing on days when I had a Mustang

and now I'mFirst class up in the sky

Flyin' first class, livin' my life

In the fast lane and I won't change

By the glamorous.

I Gona Be Just Alrite Darling!

Heyyyas Peepz!

Aniways tuhday was alrite.

Met aunty ann at tampines 1 at 5pm

Then wenta kovan.

Slacked with meisen babe.

Her Cat kitaro went missing.

Had fun serching for it.

All over the blks & roads.

In the end it was in the STOREROOM.

hahahahsa!
So hilarious!

Aniways we are going malaca!

Yey yey!

Cant wait.

Can be much of a breather for me

Yea.

Miss school & classmates.

Im strong baby.

Im strong.

My lipgloss just shimmers on the street now (:

Aniways tom going tuh stay over at aunty ann;s place

Thenn il be going malaca.

Coming back on the 21.

Thats about it for now yaars.

Good night

Sugar & Strawberry Dreams

Stephanie Nicolette

Smooches you

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 7:10 AM

♥ Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless,

lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all

I want to do Is be more like me

and be less like you

Nothing But The Way I Look Mattered To You.

I Dont Know If Its Karma.

But Goodbye My Dearest Unfaithful.

Hello.

Aniways tuhdayy

Was quite fun i should say

Aniways kina boringg

Sister went over to her friends place

For sleep over partyy.

How i wishh i cud have that too (:

Mann.

Wenta Kovann with mum

She got me New Nike Slippers.!

I LIKE.

&& Alrite. She bought me ice-cream (:

It went preetyy smooth

I Dont wana mention Who

But, I Hate BROKEN PROMISES.

I mean if u dont wana get. then tell me

Il get upset for a day.

Then the next day il be alrite.

Why promise when u dont mean it.

Lets just see if the promise is kept.

Il keep u updated about that blogggy.

Aniways tom, planning to go kovan again

Meeting meisen.

I Miss my life at KOVAN.

BLK 238.

All those thick friends fun

Oh my my.

I can cry (:

Tears of joy (:

Aniways thats it for tuhday.

Nite Nite.

Sugar & Lemon Dreams (:

Stephanie Nicolette

Smooches you!

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 8:04 AM

♥ Saturday, June 13, 2009

VARNA AND NICOLETTE.

Varna is coming down to singapore.

Varna is my cousin FYI.

Oh Man i miss her like CRAZY!.

Monique & Lauren Are comingg too (:
Cant wait Tuh go shop with em!

Man.

I Just miss my family Fun (:

Hahahs. usha perima had so many typo errors while chatting with me.

THE 7 SISTERS,

Theyy are the best aunties Though. (:

I Feel so bad i dint attend mala sithi;s function.

Butt. Man nvm ive got my reasons.

Aniways im boredd now.

Watching tv.

Aniwayss il blog laterr.

I MISS & LOVE YOU VARNA

Umuackx!

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 10:38 PM

♥

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize .

Boo Chikas!

Oh My.

Im down witha SAT NIGHT FEWER!

Boo. Man. Its killing me,

Aniways tuhdayy did nothing muchh.

Special Wishes

To My Pretaayy Couzy Vannesa!

Happy Birthdayyyy!

ILY.

I just cant wait to go for my lessons at

AMOURE.

School is gonna open in like 2 WEEKS TIME!

& I Havent done muchh yet.

Times flies like CRAZY.

Aunty ann coled me out tuhday.

But i can barely walk around.!

So Weak.

Aniways tuhdayy

I Kinda missed him you noe.

I Mean i just keep try to be strong.

Cuz There has to be a fullstop

For an Unfaithful.

Haiz. God Be With Me. Amen.

Aniways Still miss navin.

Feel Like Drinking Delux Chocolate Frappe.

GOSH. Sucha Temptation!

Aniways yup. Thats about it.

I TRUST NOBODY.

Yea thats right! (:

XOXOXO

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 5:40 AM

♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009

I'd never gone with the wind

just let it flow

let it take me where it wants to go

till you open the door

there's so much more

I'd never seen it before

but you came along

and you changed everything

you lift my feet off the ground

you spin me around

you made me crazier, crazier

BUT NOT ANIMORE.

There Gotta Be A FullSTOP,to a UNFAITHFUL.

BOOO YAA CHICKAS (:

Tuhday met aunty ann at TP 1

We Went Tuh Amoure

She had her gym lessons (:

KICK BOXING.

I Was facinated!

I Wanted to join too (:

My Aunty was so fat. & Within 6 months

She has a hour glass shape!

Ohhhh i like (:

Itsa one year package.

Every month u pay $98

& Its unlimited.

You can go everyday anytime

Each day you go

You can attend whateva classed you like

: KICK BOXING

:PILATE

:BELLY DANCING

Etc.

There is a huge gym (:

Very relaxing.!

i joined it !
YEY YEY.

Aniways tuhday was much of stress relive.

So nice Just to be URSELF.

Its better off being this way.

Aniways Tom im going tuh aunts place

See how things go.

Just looking forward to have my lessons at AMOURE

I HAVE MY PERSONAL TRAINER!

MARK!

He is demn fucking HOT!

Aniways yea.

Till Then

Its Me. Myself.

UMUACKX

XOXOXO

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 7:25 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 10, 2009

There;s always gona be another mountain

Im always gonna wana make it move

Always gonna be an Uphill Battle

Sometimes Im Gonna have to lose.

Aint about how fast i get there

Aint about what;s waiting on the other side.

Its The Climb.

Caterpillar in the tree

How you wounder who u;ll be

Cant go far but u can always dream

Wish u may & Wish you might

Dont worry hold on tight

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly Fly away.

Heyy

Went to aunty ann house.

Stayed over there for 5 days.

Creadits to

Keith,Nicole & Aunty Leha

They took away my sadness & They sucha a stress relieve

They are the small darlinggs who made my day.

& Ive got reali enough.

Real enough with love.

Nomore.

Ive gotta move on. I Reali gotta move on

Its HURTS ME.

So muchh. But im left with no choice.

Ive gotta study now. So hard.

Now the only thing i can do

Is DREAM,

& Nobody spoils that.

Ive got big dreams

& Now ive just gotta study hard.

My determinations are strong.

Im gona make my dad & family proud.

Love. can wait.

EXCUSE MUA.

Its not as if im ugly.

Im beautiful. & im the fame . Tuh me

I Dont have low esteem of myself

& People if u think the same way

Im shur ure gona be somebody someday!

Aniways Thats all For now

I miss my BESTIE NAVIN.

Suddenly i dont noe why.

Hiaz

Aniways that about it.

Loves!

Stephanie Nicolette.

XOXOXO

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 4:21 AM

♥ Friday, June 5, 2009

Im Just So Broken,
So Broken.
& Now I Cant Find The Pieces Of Myself.
Please Respect My Privacy.
Im Speechless.
I Dont Deserve This.

I TRUST NOBODY.
NOBODY.
I Use To Not Trust Them, But I Loved Them
But Now I Love Nobody Too.
Im Just Shattered.
Even To People Close Tuh Me.
GOOD BYE.
NOW DIE MOTHER FUCKERS.

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 4:35 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Back when I was a child.

Before life removed all the innocence.

My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me,

and thenSpin me around ‘til I fell asleep.

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved.

If I could get another chance,

another walk,

another dance with him

I’d play a song that would never ever end

How I’d love, love, loveTo dance with my father again.

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 11:08 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Heyyyas!

Im Still feeling sick man.

Gotta fewer running. GRRR.

Aniways tuhdayy WANTED to go tuh the gym with nishaa.

Thenn we went tuh Toa Payoh Safra.

OMG THE FEE WAS $8.

So expensive. So we decided to turn back.

Then wanted tuh go to tampines

Butt,thenn it was kinda far man.

Thenn we walked & walked & walked.

Wanted to go hougang. But the canceled.

Then we went back to the interchange.

We walked & walked & walked there too.

LOLS.Form of excercising. u noe whatt i mean.. (:

Aniwayss thenn we wanted to go watchh a movie without mummy knowing.

Butt the only pictures available was

Angels & Demons. Night At The Museum 2. & Terminator Salvation.

Angels & Demons was at 4.20

NATM 2 was at 5pm.

So we asked how long was Angels & Demons

It was demn 2 hours 18 min.

So that was cancelled too.

Then we walked & walked to the toilet.

In between, I accidentaly splashed water at nisha's leg.

Hahahas. & We kinda chased each other.

So fun man (:

You noe being with this bitch of mine.

Its the BEST. Its like when im with her.

I Forget All Sorrows.

&& Seriously.

Ive Never Seen Quite Anibody

JUST LIKE US.

Hhahahs.

Aniways thenn we wenta eat at Polar Somethingg.

Thenn we talked alot of stuff.

It was mainly a BESTFRIEND THINGGY.

Thenn we walked tuh the bustop.

Ohh ya & the new name is STEPHANIE(:

Hahahs! Do col me that.

Weird alitte.

Aniways yea. thenn i did abit of mischeif in the bus.

Hilarious i tell you!

Hahahs.

Then went we reached Nisha wenta borrow VCD.

Then we decided to go forra run(:

Hell Yea it was fun!

Hahahs. Its always a great time with her.

Its just a thinggy.

That nobodyy will ever feel if only theyy now how tuh take care of it. (:

Me & Her

Its just so special.

Very.!

Aniways its abit BOY-FREE.

So yea. Aniways she called.

Omg i tell you. it would kill her if she hadnt pick on me

Demn irretaing,

I mean I NEED MY SPACE YAAR.

I aint a small girl animore,

I DREAM TOO.

Aniways I Love ya babeee (:

Muackz.

Stephanie Feat Sugar Princess. Nisha

Umuackxz!

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 6:17 AM

♥ Monday, June 1, 2009

Helloha Chicka's! (:

OMG. just one word tuh describe today
BORING.!
I so wana go out man.
Seriously.
Tuhdayy Satya called me out.
But i wasnt feeling well. HAD FEWER.
So i dint go.
Aniways
Happy Bday Sumi! I Love you. (:
Nthin muchh tuhdayy though.
Feel sick man.
Aniways feel so stressed up.
Its not my fault that she is like this!
& Its not my fault where i have tuh live a life like this.
When God gave a beautiful house. With a wounderful family.
She took advantage.
She gave everythingg to her siblings
& Now where the fuck are they?>
Why do people only surround you,when ure RICH.
Why? i reali dont deserve this fucked up shit!
Seriously. i meann i want my space to breathe.
I WANT IT. I NEED IT.
I Need My Space. I Reali Do.
Thats the least that bitch could do.
Where are those days where we lived our life like MILK & HONEY.
Every girls wants to look beautiful.
Every girl wants her stuff.
Every girl wants a boyfriend
Every girl wants a house of her own
EVERY GIRL HAS A DREAM.
& Im not letting any asswipes to destroy it.
Im gonna prove all WRONG.
Its so upseting you noe whatt i mean.
Haiz.
I TRUST NOBODY,BUT I LOVE EM ALL.
Nicolette duhvinaa robert.

❤
Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert XOXOXO @ 6:31 AM