My Thoughts

2009-07-02T03:31:00.000-07:00

Booo!

Heyyyas!

Couldnt blog. Long storyy though.

Kinda personel.

Aniways its been so stressful since school started.

Thought he has changed his attitude

OH MY SO NOT!

Aniways schools great with my friends around though (:

Much of a relive.

Credits to

:Nishanthini

:Didi
:Hema

: Vanitha

:Haresh

& Nazar (:

Real special people.

Oh Oh & Satya Is A Spoiled bastard!

Yea! thats his name alrite! (: Im Happy!

Hahas.

HIN1 Is killing everybodies soul

OMG.

God please help!

So many people are dieing.

Aniways satya fought with a sec 1 girl.

Well i dont think he can fight with somebody his age

So he has no choice but to action & show his talent to somebody YOUNGER.

Go pick on a person your own size asshole.

His a asswipe who thinks his a playuh.

But his nothing butta death prayer!

Argh! Go getta life man.

Ohkayyys bloggy ive got love news! (:

He smsed me today so surprisingly .

Aniways im kinda happy though.

Hhahas everybody is,!

Aniways ive been coming to didi house practically everyday

so funny!
Esp talking about family atomic bombs!

HAHAHAHAHS!

Didi we know what we are talking ahahas shhh!

Mute it bebeh!

Aniways yea thats all for it for now.

Thanks so much nazar aniways.

Ure so muchh mature than that ASSWIPE.

Hahahs.

Aniways nisha is back in sch!

Love you babeee (:

Alrite. gtg noww darling.

Dear lord.

Forgive me for i have sinned.

Amen.

Stephanie Nicolette Robert

Rocks your freaking GRAVE!

2009-06-28T04:09:00.000-07:00

Heyyy Bloggy.

Tuhdayy was a total flop for me, Whereas Yday was the best.

I Dont Know whats wrongg.

I Reali Dont.

First i said.

Im Not falling again

Then i said, maybe im falling.

Then atlast, I FALLED.

It always happens to me.

ALWAYS.

ITS A NOT A DEMN FUCKING CRUSH DEMN IT.

If it was!

I Wud have talked about you the whole day.

& The next dayy Wuden even be bothered about u.

& Then the next time, i hear ur name, i see ur profile i meet u.

Then il get reminded of the crush!

Thats a got demn crush!

Cant u get it! I Freaking Love You!

There a demn diffrence!

I reali shuden have

I Reali shuden have.

I Thought u reali were into me.

I Reali thought.

But i guess u not!

Its all my fault. Its all mine.

So Fucked up.

Seriously.

I Dono Noe, Argh man.

I Reali am into you.

I reali am.

You must get that first.

You made my yday. But today no.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Mums irretating me.

Aniways tom sch. i cant wait.

stress relieve.

Thats it for now.

Dear lord.

Forgive me for i have sinned.

Amen.

Stephanie Still Loves Small Fry.

2009-06-27T09:31:00.000-07:00

Heyy ya.

Aniways tuhdayy

Nothin muchh.

Its 12 30pm (:

Aniways tuhdayy OMG.

I talked to ARUL (:

omg omg omg!

Yey!

It was so fun(:

Thenn i watched this moviee call jodhaa akbar. (;

Man it was so romantic (:

Thenn i wenta out with my family (:

& Came back.

Nishaa babee is sick.

Boo!

I miss you babee!

Aniways later that night he asked if i actually liked him

OMG! I GOT CRAZYY!

Thenn i said yea.

Then he said he needed time.

I Needed time.

LALALA.

Aniways yea. thats it for now.

Im so happy (:

Anand smsed so weird.

Aniways see how things go.

SMALL FRYY.

Good night

Sweet dreams

Umuackz.

STEPHANIE LOVES ARUL (:

2009-06-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

Heyyyas (:

Its 12.23pm

Im still not sleepy.

Lol, its still seems early (:

Aniways tuhdayy went out with aunty ann(:

Went vivo(:

She got me a early bday present.

She got me a dress at ZARA.

Oh myy! Im In Love With It.

Hahas

Its not that im too revealing or something,

its just that, im vain thats it.

& I dont have a boyfriend to control me.

So im just living life to the fullest.

Im vain. (:

Aniways yea, met meisen.

Met my family after that at Kovan.

Had MAC for dinner.

Nothing muchh now.

Arul havent come onlinee.

Argh.

Aniways it was so random

Anand coled me (:

He said col me tom night when im at home (:

I Said alritee.

See how things goes.

Aniways ARUL ARUL ARUL.

Cmon,

Come ONLINE DEMN IT.

Alrite maybe im xcited about anand too. But not as much aas MY SHAWTY ARUL.

I Watched Bride Wars

It was alrite. Cool Storyy.

Aniways im off tuh bedd yaar.

Good night

Sugar dreams.

I Dont wana go sch..

LOL.

Stephanie Loves You Shawtyy. (:

2009-06-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

Boo ya blog (:

Sayy ure scared (:

Its 1am in the morning (:

& Im still awake. Lol Im boredd.

Actually waiting for a rule to comee.

Mann. Tuhdayy went over to didi;s place.

Hahahs had kinda fun though.

Didi's dad droped me home.

Liberia project suck man!

Arghh!

Aniwayss

Im Reali falling for you shawt love (:

I mean i dont care what people say.

Its you i love & not themm. (:

Cmon get crazyyy!

Hahahs.

Aniwayss bianca, im always here for you alrite.

Good nightt.

Sweet dreams.

Stephanie LOVES Arul. (:

2009-06-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

People Engea!

Peeekkaaa BOOOO!

Hahahs,

Kinda Nisha;s Copyright (: LOL'

Aniways It was a great dayy with nishaa (:

TRANSFORMERS 2 WAS AWESOME!

Man i enjoyed it!

Hahas.

It was a great dayy

Trying to chut at the white shirt guy was hilarious!

WE HAD SO MANY CRAZY TIMES

Hhahas.

Afteral we had fun (:

Nisha was sexayy tuhdayy.

Aniways DYLAN & A RULE.

Man mine just seems its not gonna work man

I Shuden have kept my hopes high.

But il have faith.

Im gona have faith.

But u noe what.

WHATS THE FREAKING POINT

When he keeps studyingg arghh!

Alrite. stephanie is gona be patient.

Aniways thanks babee.

I mean yea i shud not jump to conclusions.

& Thanks ganesh. u & ur red nose trick!

Hahahs.

Aniways just see how things go.

Bloggy il keep u updated.

Alrite. Thats it.

Tom going over tuh didi's place.

Need tuh do project.

Oh My thats another shit.

Aniways cant wait till sch opens (:

Oh ure a passing cloud too asshole.

Good night

Sweet dreams

I Love you nisha.

I Love you Arul. (:

Muackz (:

2009-06-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

BOO.

Aniways tuhdayy, the same thingg.

Used the laptop pratically the whole freaking day.

Fought With sundar. Well,ive got nothing to say la.

Man, i mean never mind. Aniways i reali got no idea why i said sorry.

Something told me to.

As nisha said he talked to me. LOL.

But We Are Friends,

Ok I Noe what i mean.

Aniways I Think

THE NEW SHORT FRIEND.

His It.

I Mean everybody gave me a possitive answer.

Just see how things go la. (:

1ST JAN. LOl.

Aniways his nice.

I Dont know.

argh.

But ii like himm.

I LOVE TAGGED.

Aniways CANT WAIT TILL TOM.

Off tuh watch transformers with babee nisha.

Miss her.

Aniways Yea. Miss school.

But havent done homework & My Hair.

FCUK. It dosent matter i dont live to please the people in school.

Aniways miss you pappa.

Seriously. The blood has hurt me more than the water did.

& The water that is like blood hurt me the most.

God forgive me for i have sin.

Amen,

Good Night.

Sugar & Papaya dreams (:

SMOOCHES.

2009-06-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

MY FAMILY

Heyyyas Chicka!

Well Tuhdayy Woke Up at 12.

Tired man! Was using the laptop practically the whole dayy.

TODAYY. I WAS OH SO BORED.

Argh!

Had A Tif With Mama.

Man. i shhh.

I Need Tuh Go Out On Wed.

Thats My Thang Normally.

Aniways wenta kovan.

Then ate MAC.D

Bought Prepaid Card.

When Home

I So Excited For Wednesdayy!

TRANSFORMERS!

YEY/

NISHAAA!

LOVE YOU BITCH!

Aniways Nice Chatting With Him (:

I Wont tell her! Dont Worry hahahs!

Aniways thats about it.

Off Tuh Bed.

Good. Night Darling.

UMUA.

2009-06-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high

And dance with my mother and me

And then spin me around 'til I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance

Another walk, another dance

with him I'd play a song that would never ever end

How I'd love, love, love To dance with my father again

I and my mother will disagree

To get my way I would run from her to him

He'd make me laugh just to comfort me,

Then finally make me do just what my mama says

Later that night when I was asleep

He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance One final step,

one final dance with him I'd play a song that will never, never end

'Cause I'd love, I'd love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door

And I'd hear how my mama cried for him

I pray for her even more than me I pray for her even more than me I know I'm praying for muchBut dear Lord, Every night I fall asleep And this is all I ever dream.

I MISS YOU PAPPA.

I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY.

UMUACKX!

2009-06-15T07:10:00.000-07:00

Wear them gold and diamonds rings,

all them things don't mean a thing

Chaperons and limousines,

shoppin' for expensive things

I be on the movie screens, magazines and boogie scenes

I'm not clean, I'm not pristine,

I'm no queen, I'm no machine

I still go to Taco Bell, drive through, raw, yeahI don't care,

I'm still real, no matter how many records I?ll sel

After the show, after the Grammy?s

I like to go cool out with the familySippin'

reminiscing on days when I had a Mustang

and now I'mFirst class up in the sky

Flyin' first class, livin' my life

In the fast lane and I won't change

By the glamorous.

I Gona Be Just Alrite Darling!

Heyyyas Peepz!

Aniways tuhday was alrite.

Met aunty ann at tampines 1 at 5pm

Then wenta kovan.

Slacked with meisen babe.

Her Cat kitaro went missing.

Had fun serching for it.

All over the blks & roads.

In the end it was in the STOREROOM.

hahahahsa!
So hilarious!

Aniways we are going malaca!

Yey yey!

Cant wait.

Can be much of a breather for me

Yea.

Miss school & classmates.

Im strong baby.

Im strong.

My lipgloss just shimmers on the street now (:

Aniways tom going tuh stay over at aunty ann;s place

Thenn il be going malaca.

Coming back on the 21.

Thats about it for now yaars.

Good night

Sugar & Strawberry Dreams

Stephanie Nicolette

Smooches you

2009-06-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless,

lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all

I want to do Is be more like me

and be less like you

Nothing But The Way I Look Mattered To You.

I Dont Know If Its Karma.

But Goodbye My Dearest Unfaithful.

Hello.

Aniways tuhdayy

Was quite fun i should say

Aniways kina boringg

Sister went over to her friends place

For sleep over partyy.

How i wishh i cud have that too (:

Mann.

Wenta Kovann with mum

She got me New Nike Slippers.!

I LIKE.

&& Alrite. She bought me ice-cream (:

It went preetyy smooth

I Dont wana mention Who

But, I Hate BROKEN PROMISES.

I mean if u dont wana get. then tell me

Il get upset for a day.

Then the next day il be alrite.

Why promise when u dont mean it.

Lets just see if the promise is kept.

Il keep u updated about that blogggy.

Aniways tom, planning to go kovan again

Meeting meisen.

I Miss my life at KOVAN.

BLK 238.

All those thick friends fun

Oh my my.

I can cry (:

Tears of joy (:

Aniways thats it for tuhday.

Nite Nite.

Sugar & Lemon Dreams (:

Stephanie Nicolette

Smooches you!

2009-06-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

VARNA AND NICOLETTE.

Varna is coming down to singapore.

Varna is my cousin FYI.

Oh Man i miss her like CRAZY!.

Monique & Lauren Are comingg too (:
Cant wait Tuh go shop with em!

Man.

I Just miss my family Fun (:

Hahahs. usha perima had so many typo errors while chatting with me.

THE 7 SISTERS,

Theyy are the best aunties Though. (:

I Feel so bad i dint attend mala sithi;s function.

Butt. Man nvm ive got my reasons.

Aniways im boredd now.

Watching tv.

Aniwayss il blog laterr.

I MISS & LOVE YOU VARNA

Umuackx!

2009-06-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize .

Boo Chikas!

Oh My.

Im down witha SAT NIGHT FEWER!

Boo. Man. Its killing me,

Aniways tuhdayy did nothing muchh.

Special Wishes

To My Pretaayy Couzy Vannesa!

Happy Birthdayyyy!

ILY.

I just cant wait to go for my lessons at

AMOURE.

School is gonna open in like 2 WEEKS TIME!

& I Havent done muchh yet.

Times flies like CRAZY.

Aunty ann coled me out tuhday.

But i can barely walk around.!

So Weak.

Aniways tuhdayy

I Kinda missed him you noe.

I Mean i just keep try to be strong.

Cuz There has to be a fullstop

For an Unfaithful.

Haiz. God Be With Me. Amen.

Aniways Still miss navin.

Feel Like Drinking Delux Chocolate Frappe.

GOSH. Sucha Temptation!

Aniways yup. Thats about it.

I TRUST NOBODY.

Yea thats right! (:

XOXOXO

2009-06-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

I'd never gone with the wind

just let it flow

let it take me where it wants to go

till you open the door

there's so much more

I'd never seen it before

but you came along

and you changed everything

you lift my feet off the ground

you spin me around

you made me crazier, crazier

BUT NOT ANIMORE.

There Gotta Be A FullSTOP,to a UNFAITHFUL.

BOOO YAA CHICKAS (:

Tuhday met aunty ann at TP 1

We Went Tuh Amoure

She had her gym lessons (:

KICK BOXING.

I Was facinated!

I Wanted to join too (:

My Aunty was so fat. & Within 6 months

She has a hour glass shape!

Ohhhh i like (:

Itsa one year package.

Every month u pay $98

& Its unlimited.

You can go everyday anytime

Each day you go

You can attend whateva classed you like

: KICK BOXING

:PILATE

:BELLY DANCING

Etc.

There is a huge gym (:

Very relaxing.!

i joined it !
YEY YEY.

Aniways tuhday was much of stress relive.

So nice Just to be URSELF.

Its better off being this way.

Aniways Tom im going tuh aunts place

See how things go.

Just looking forward to have my lessons at AMOURE

I HAVE MY PERSONAL TRAINER!

MARK!

He is demn fucking HOT!

Aniways yea.

Till Then

Its Me. Myself.

UMUACKX

XOXOXO

2009-06-10T04:21:00.002-07:00

There;s always gona be another mountain

Im always gonna wana make it move

Always gonna be an Uphill Battle

Sometimes Im Gonna have to lose.

Aint about how fast i get there

Aint about what;s waiting on the other side.

Its The Climb.

Caterpillar in the tree

How you wounder who u;ll be

Cant go far but u can always dream

Wish u may & Wish you might

Dont worry hold on tight

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly Fly away.

Heyy

Went to aunty ann house.

Stayed over there for 5 days.

Creadits to

Keith,Nicole & Aunty Leha

They took away my sadness & They sucha a stress relieve

They are the small darlinggs who made my day.

& Ive got reali enough.

Real enough with love.

Nomore.

Ive gotta move on. I Reali gotta move on

Its HURTS ME.

So muchh. But im left with no choice.

Ive gotta study now. So hard.

Now the only thing i can do

Is DREAM,

& Nobody spoils that.

Ive got big dreams

& Now ive just gotta study hard.

My determinations are strong.

Im gona make my dad & family proud.

Love. can wait.

EXCUSE MUA.

Its not as if im ugly.

Im beautiful. & im the fame . Tuh me

I Dont have low esteem of myself

& People if u think the same way

Im shur ure gona be somebody someday!

Aniways Thats all For now

I miss my BESTIE NAVIN.

Suddenly i dont noe why.

Hiaz

Aniways that about it.

Loves!

Stephanie Nicolette.

XOXOXO

2009-06-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

Im Just So Broken,
So Broken.
& Now I Cant Find The Pieces Of Myself.
Please Respect My Privacy.
Im Speechless.
I Dont Deserve This.

I TRUST NOBODY.
NOBODY.
I Use To Not Trust Them, But I Loved Them
But Now I Love Nobody Too.
Im Just Shattered.
Even To People Close Tuh Me.
GOOD BYE.
NOW DIE MOTHER FUCKERS.

2009-06-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

Back when I was a child.

Before life removed all the innocence.

My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me,

and thenSpin me around ‘til I fell asleep.

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved.

If I could get another chance,

another walk,

another dance with him

I’d play a song that would never ever end

How I’d love, love, loveTo dance with my father again.

2009-06-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

Heyyyas!

Im Still feeling sick man.

Gotta fewer running. GRRR.

Aniways tuhdayy WANTED to go tuh the gym with nishaa.

Thenn we went tuh Toa Payoh Safra.

OMG THE FEE WAS $8.

So expensive. So we decided to turn back.

Then wanted tuh go to tampines

Butt,thenn it was kinda far man.

Thenn we walked & walked & walked.

Wanted to go hougang. But the canceled.

Then we went back to the interchange.

We walked & walked & walked there too.

LOLS.Form of excercising. u noe whatt i mean.. (:

Aniwayss thenn we wanted to go watchh a movie without mummy knowing.

Butt the only pictures available was

Angels & Demons. Night At The Museum 2. & Terminator Salvation.

Angels & Demons was at 4.20

NATM 2 was at 5pm.

So we asked how long was Angels & Demons

It was demn 2 hours 18 min.

So that was cancelled too.

Then we walked & walked to the toilet.

In between, I accidentaly splashed water at nisha's leg.

Hahahas. & We kinda chased each other.

So fun man (:

You noe being with this bitch of mine.

Its the BEST. Its like when im with her.

I Forget All Sorrows.

&& Seriously.

Ive Never Seen Quite Anibody

JUST LIKE US.

Hhahahs.

Aniways thenn we wenta eat at Polar Somethingg.

Thenn we talked alot of stuff.

It was mainly a BESTFRIEND THINGGY.

Thenn we walked tuh the bustop.

Ohh ya & the new name is STEPHANIE(:

Hahahs! Do col me that.

Weird alitte.

Aniways yea. thenn i did abit of mischeif in the bus.

Hilarious i tell you!

Hahahs.

Then went we reached Nisha wenta borrow VCD.

Then we decided to go forra run(:

Hell Yea it was fun!

Hahahs. Its always a great time with her.

Its just a thinggy.

That nobodyy will ever feel if only theyy now how tuh take care of it. (:

Me & Her

Its just so special.

Very.!

Aniways its abit BOY-FREE.

So yea. Aniways she called.

Omg i tell you. it would kill her if she hadnt pick on me

Demn irretaing,

I mean I NEED MY SPACE YAAR.

I aint a small girl animore,

I DREAM TOO.

Aniways I Love ya babeee (:

Muackz.

Stephanie Feat Sugar Princess. Nisha

Umuackxz!

2009-06-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

Helloha Chicka's! (:

OMG. just one word tuh describe today
BORING.!
I so wana go out man.
Seriously.
Tuhdayy Satya called me out.
But i wasnt feeling well. HAD FEWER.
So i dint go.
Aniways
Happy Bday Sumi! I Love you. (:
Nthin muchh tuhdayy though.
Feel sick man.
Aniways feel so stressed up.
Its not my fault that she is like this!
& Its not my fault where i have tuh live a life like this.
When God gave a beautiful house. With a wounderful family.
She took advantage.
She gave everythingg to her siblings
& Now where the fuck are they?>
Why do people only surround you,when ure RICH.
Why? i reali dont deserve this fucked up shit!
Seriously. i meann i want my space to breathe.
I WANT IT. I NEED IT.
I Need My Space. I Reali Do.
Thats the least that bitch could do.
Where are those days where we lived our life like MILK & HONEY.
Every girls wants to look beautiful.
Every girl wants her stuff.
Every girl wants a boyfriend
Every girl wants a house of her own
EVERY GIRL HAS A DREAM.
& Im not letting any asswipes to destroy it.
Im gonna prove all WRONG.
Its so upseting you noe whatt i mean.
Haiz.
I TRUST NOBODY,BUT I LOVE EM ALL.
Nicolette duhvinaa robert.

2009-05-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

Booo Ya!

Well Well, Woke Up Early This Morning.

& Thenn Watched A Movie.

Was Bored the whole day.!

Thenn Around 4 plus, I Took a nap.

Woke up around 6.30

Took my shower.

Went Tuh Kovan with mummy.

Borrowed Dvd's

Marley & Me, Coming Soon,Bride Wars & Chandni Chowk To China

Then Ate Mac.

Went Shopping At Heartland Mall.

Bought Stuff At E2 (:

YEY YEY.

Aniwayss things i wana get

: DRESSES

:JEANS

:TOPS.

:THINGS TO WEAR:

:& Body Shop Products (:

Todayy i was going on the bus,.

It was kinda empty thoughh.

It was so cold!

Omg. i just felt that feeling running through my spine.

That romantic thinggy,With my romeo by my side,

Me leaning on his shoulders.

Ohhh man~

But its just so hard to Trust guys nowadays,

Reali lost so much of trust in em.

Behind Every Beautiful Girl

There Is A

Dumb Ass Guy.

Who Did Her Wrong

Made Her Strong!

Aniways I Miss everybody at sch.

Especially. SATYA/

All the best babe For ur olevels.

You can do it. I Have faith in ur dearie (:

Muackz. Il hold u in my prayers.(:

Alrite,

Till Thenn

TRUST NOBODY

Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert.

2009-05-30T04:49:00.000-07:00

Heyyyas Danga Heads!

Omg. Its so addictive. Aniwaysss.

Tuhday Collected My Report Book with mummy,

It was alrite. But Il Do muchh better in my finals (:

& I Have my confidence BOOSTED.

& Ure gona be so BUSTED!'

Aniways thanks mum! Ure Understand How I Felt (:

Well, Well Well, Whatelse.

Wentt home after thatt & then a show happen.

Omg i tell u! i went UP & DOWN. THRICE.

CREDITS: MY DEAREST MUM.'

Its a long storyy whyy thoughh.

Aniwayss After whenn i came home.

I reali missed my romeo. I mean its hard.

Very hard. Although it takes time though.

We smsed each otherr.

But he told me thinggs.

Which i thought it was crazy. But it made sense A little.

Take A Bow Boy. I Just cant break your HALO.

Im going good on my diet (:

Havent been eating rice.

Aniwayss My mum went NTUC.

Thenn my mum bought so many things & she cuden even carry!

& i hadd to go!

It was so tireing!

Came home Watched the Hindi movie.

Hadda Bath

& Now Bloggin.

Boo. I Miss school.

TREAT ME LIKA PRINCESS.!

Ok that was RANDOM.

But Boyy Remember

My Finger Are The Only Finger That Fit Perfectly In Between Your Fingers/

Butt Sometimes I Dont think the look Counts

Looks Are Decieving.

U Noe what i mean.

Hiaz.

Good Bye Never Hurts Cause There is always another

HELLO!

Easy To say difficult to express it.!

Aniways Yea Chatting With the romeo now.

Bored. CANT WAIT TILL Nisha O;s are over.

She can do it! I Oh So Noe It!

Muackz! Then i can go OUT with her!

YEY YEY.

Till thenn

TRUST NOBODY

Nicolette duhvinaa robert.

2009-05-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

Nicolette's SAD. Boo You!

Tuhdayy, Omg, It was so sad.

Became so emotional. LOL.

Im gonna miss my classmates.

Alrite, il be truthful, Il Miss him the MOST.

People Il Miss

:Deviyah

:Hema

:Lissa

:Nazar

:Satya.

Omg Im gona so miss you all! Cant wait tuh Go out With you peepz!

Aniwayss there wasnt any IMPROVEMENT.

There isnt a point in me begging Nomore.

I reali Had enough.

Alot. Already. & From Now On,

Boys Can So Go To Hell!

Hell With Em. Sometimes Its just because of ONE ASSHOLE.

I reali will miss him. Alot.

His presence,his smile, his love, his kiss,his MINE.!

Oh mann Boo Huu Huu...!

SATYA IL MISS YOU SWEETHEART.! (:

The thing is He said we are THICK FRIENDS.

& He Will be back in my life When im 17 (:

Ohh i was JUMPING AROUND. (:

Aniways at home reali fucked up.

Special thanks to my friends

Reali Made things go easy for me darlingss
: NISHANTHINI BITCHMATE!

:DEVIYAH

:HEMA

:NAZAR

Aniways thats all about it now.

It will take time as i said.

I TRUST NOBODY BUT I LOVE EM ALL. (:

Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert

2009-05-28T04:47:00.000-07:00

Hello there.

Boo man its thursday So fast!

I dont reali wana sch to close for a month.

Its Long Man! Argh. Gona miss people.

You Know..People. (:
Aniways tuhday, NPCC DAY, Was totuhly screwed.

A Guy had FITS!

Omg it was scary. Butt My My Poor thing. Boo.

Hema Didnt Come Nor Did nisha come.

Aniways I reali miss things. Like Alot.

Its Like there isnt anything i wuden give

For the old days.

Haiz. ESPECIALLY ALL'S INNOCENCE.

Satya,in sec 1, Me In sec 1 My family in Sec 1 EVERYTHING.

He is getting EASILY INFLUENCED.

THANKS TO THESE UNSECURED BASTARDS

: KUMARAN

:KARNA

:MOHAN

fullstop. (;

Man Lifeless Asshole. Go getta life man!

Aniways im not reali in the mood todayy though.

Hadda talk with fatin. WHICH I STILL HOLD GRUDGES ON.

Nice, But I Dont like the way she FLIRTS With Him.

Boo. Aniways to dearest Nazar, Thanks for consolling me tuhday.

I Reali Needed it dey! Im always there for you too (:

Aniways getting irretated being at home.

CANT STAND EM.

Hungryy man/. Didnt talk to ameen for so long. Kinda miss him

But im doingg this for the best. Reali for the best.

Aniways satish satish satish. Well MISSES. JUST SHEER MISSES.

Aniways i plan to Do this on the HOLIDAYS.

SHOPPING!
CAMWHORING.
OVERNIGHTS.
PARTIES
BITCHING
MEETING OF CLASSMATES.
BUYING THINGS FOR SCH.
HAIR EXTENSIONS.

Aniwayss yea. Till then.

Trust nobody,

Nicolette duhvinaa robert.

2009-05-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

Well. Todayyy Was Alrite.

Aniwayss School went per normal.

Nthin new. Ohh. Mr real romeo did a one day show.

It was just for one day, His smiling, his looking, his whatsoever.

It hurts. I keep closing up the vein that bleeds,Cuz

I want him to understandd how muchh i went thru.

Just for a demn word call, LOVE.

Whats the point whenn he dont understandd.

Argh, Aniwayss i went for lunchh withh Nishha babe. (:

Kinda reliving. Thanks da.

Aniwayss Still sad. I noe its just gona take timee.

Butt, i reali dont wana say GOODBYE.

Althoughh There isnt a choice.

Was readingg my other blogs about hiM.

Suddenly i miss satish. Haiz.

His eyes. his presence. his voice. his kiss. Everything.

OMG. Haiz. Sch gona Close Man!

Didnt talk to ameen for two days. LOL.

Aniways now ive lost trust in like GUYS.

Seriously & its gona take somebody to prove me WRONG.

Till Then

Nicolette duhvinaa robert

Umuackz.

XOXOXO.

2009-05-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

Im Not Gona Boo Ya.

Things have been going off the hook for me.

Its so upseting. So STRESSFUL.

Sometimes i just wana go away, Somewhere so far.

Things Went so fucked up.

Aniways thanks alot babe for being there for me.

It reali meant alot da. Seriously,

OMG. Without ur beside,I Suhwear i wud have gone MAD.

Why does a guy, wana behave the way a BOYFRIEN does,

When He dosent have any intention to Be with that gerl

The best part is, HE HAS A GERLFRIEND.

Dont do this to a gerl

Its hurts big time. Especailly When the girl thinks you reali love her.

Man. Things have so changed.

You treated me good. You behaved with me that way. BUT WHY WHY WHY.

Why! When You Have Girlfriend. I Dont Blame that gerl at all.

Its you! That i blame. I Stayed Late For You, I Had Started Liking you for no aparent reasons.

have known.

As For The Real Romeo, Sorry. I Cuden take it.

There is a limit for everythingg & Ure crossed it. So Over it.

Stupid Girl Shud

Would any girl take it When you tell most of the time i dont love you.

I Felt so BITCHED.

Im notta princess

This aint a fairytale

Im not the one u swept off her feet lead her down the stairwell.

This aint hollywood,this is a small town.

& Its too late for you & ur white horse to come around.

Im Just so upset. I Dont noe who to turn too.

EVERYBODY DIE.

Oh My i just need nisha right now. Thanks so muchh love.

I LOVE YOU DARLINGG.

Dont hurt a girls heart thats the worst you can do,

If love is ETERNAL.

I Dont wana be ur gerlfren JUST FOR PLEASURE.

But, love. concern. & Security.

Im upset upset upset.

All the UNEXPECTED IS HAPPENING.

I Just cant be strong with my what i decide on.

Man, Im so in pain. Bad pain. Sometimes i cant EXPRESS.

I am who i am. IM NOT GONA CHANGE FOR MOTHEFUCKERS.

Arghhhh! Die Die Die!!! Everybody Getlost. Just go away.

Sick & Tired Of Pretending Nthin Happened & Holding Back the Tears!

Pappa I Miss you so much. How I Wish You Were Here tuh listen to what ive gotta say.

Remembering you is easy

We do it everyday

Missing you is the hardest part

As it never goes away.

To hear you voice

To see your smile

To sit with you & talk for awhile Would be my greatest wish today.

Today Tomorow My Whole Life through

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE & REMEMBER YOU.

HORRIBLE. ALONE. COLD. CRUSHED TORN APART.

Nicolette Duhvina Robert.

DIED.

2009-05-24T04:42:00.000-07:00

Well, Well.

Tireing Dayy I Shud Say.

I Dont even wana talk. Mann,

Alrite,Me & Satish Ohhhh Mann HEAVENLY. (:

Aniwayss Hope Everythingg Goes rightt. (:

&& Tuh My Bitchmate Who noes everythingg now,

Ima sorry babe. I LOVE YOU.

One think ive learnt,Always defend the ones you reali noe will be there for you.

Never,go with the flow & ching chak with themm.

Ohh mann Still feel abit tight, & Sad. Its alritee, im cool.

Il be alrite tom. So cant wait for tomorow man!

FINALLY SCH.! Miss nisha aniwayss, & That sheer sweetheart (:

Oh yaa & not forgeting my mum. BIG SORRIES & THANKS,

Muackz i love you mummyyy. (:

TO MY BEST BITCHMATE.

When i get married

She will be My Maid Of Honour.

When I Have A Baby

She Will Be The Godmother

& When I Grow Up,

She Will Be Playing Bingo With Me At The Nursing Home.

This Girl Is More Than A Bestfriend

She is my other half.

Nicolette duhvinaa

xoxoxo

2009-05-23T18:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterdayy, Everythingg Went Fine. IN THE STARTING.

Went Out With Her Tuh Orchard. BORING I TELL YOU.

Aniways To That Whoever. Which I Noe.

NISHANTHINI IS MY BEST BITCHMATE.

Dont you dare bitch about her. I Noe Her. Thanks For Trying To Bullshit me with your thought.

BUT IT AINT WORKING.!

I trusted you,Man You stabbed me right in the heart!

You & i NOMORE.

I had the greatest fun with my bitchmate & the other two Sheer sweethearts.

I Dont noe,i had that feeling with him, all over again. & i wana be his now. (:

Oh man. SATISH SATISH SATISH.

But i went home,WAS A NIGHTMARE.

Nisha sent me back home. She is was the only one there for me. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE.

I Seriously wuden noe whatta do without you babe. I Love you.!

I reali didnt expect things to turn out this way.

Now, its all down the drain..

Im repentful,Please Uve gotta forgive me.

I just hate this part right here.

Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert

HATES YOU.

2009-05-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

Booooo0oooo Ya!

Say ure scared! Aniways schh was alrite, Satya didnt come.

Had fever. After schh,sent hema then met nishaaa!

Wow great talk we hadd. I Love you babe.

Relationship are complicatingg,SIGHS.

Aniwayss . He saidd i need tuh lose weight tuh prove him rightt.

Upset. Some people just cant accept the way we are. So fucked up.

& I reali dont wana play SIMON SAYS.

Aniwayss ie like SATHISH. His nice thoughh.

Sundarr hit me on my legg. thatt Piggg. Demn his not lettingg me blog!

Kuku him. His a nice guy. BESTIE.

Hahas. Aniwayss thanks nishhaa. ONLY PERSON I CAN SAY I REALI LOVE.

Is that sugar princess bitch of mine. (:

Tom wana Go threadingg with sashaa! & To watch angels & demons. Or Night at the museum 2

EXCITED. Hahas Aniways

Nicolette feats nisha forevvaaa (:

xoxoxo

2009-05-21T01:36:00.000-07:00

Heyyas DANGA!
Alrite it sounds weird but,
ive been using these words like DANGA,MANGA,GANGA,LANGA,
NONSENCE Yea i noe. (:
Aniways OMG,Early morning my stomach was upset!
MAN! it was terrible, Rushed to sch. Gotta cab,Went kindaa for him (:
& Thenn It was alrite, then second periodd! Again stomach was upset!
ARGHHH! Thenn It was better.

Todayy 18 people came tuh class. The rest was ABSENT.
But it was GREAT FUN though. hahs!
We played true & dare, & Scicors paper stone!
This time, the person who loses,will be hit on the hand (:
I Played with FATIN offcially the bitch which yea i hold grudges on.
I WACKED HARD BABEH!
Wooohoo. (: It was fun.
Thenn he hit me too. Ohhh thousands of butterflies flew in my clouds!
(:
Thenn we Wenta pastry shop. ate & went home (:
Boredd. Will Blog laterr.
Miss SHIVANEHH SASHA.!

Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert
XOXOXO.

2009-05-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

Haloha!
Wel,Wel
EXAMS RESULTS OUT.
&& Im gona do better in the finals.
I have faith in myself & Im oh so gonna PARTEHHH!
Aniwayss todayy school as per normal,
Myy tie was torn! & i had tuh hide it, when i was wearing it.
ROMEO.
I Miss him alot. Ive gotta admit thoughh.
& The heart is giving in. Boi, what happen to all those
BEAUTIFUL PROMISES u made,
You are my sheer sweetheart,I love you.
Change for the better,i am putting an effort tuh help you.
Understand, Dont be sensetive. Babyy I Had my runn,
I Wana Sweet Surrender,Its still a Yet ora Never.
The wayy You Look at me in class, ohh mann. i miss you presence.
Haiz.
Went for lunch with nishaa (:
NICE TALK WE HADD.
&& Thenn came homee, onlinee.BORINGG.

MY ROMEO

Baby babyWhen we first met I never felt something so strong.

You were like my lover and my best friendAll wrapped in one with a ribbon on it.

And all of a sudden you went and leftI didn't know how to followIt's like a shock that spun me .

now my heart's deadI feel so empty and hollow.

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you.

You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blameAnd now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinkingI don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more

I guess that's what I get for wishful

And baby, you're my disease

baby, you're my disease,

ain't it crazy when you're love sweptYou'd do anything for the one you love'

Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be thereIt's like you were my favorite drug

The only problem is that you was using meIn a different way than I was using you

Baby I Love You.

Ly Down On My Lapp, iL Treate U my best.

NICOLETTE DUHVINAA.
xoxoxo

2009-05-18T02:36:00.000-07:00

You treat me like a queen when we go out, wanna show everyone what our love's about.

All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd,But when walk away

,Baby your secret's safe.no ones around;

There's no kindness in your eyes,

The way you look at me, it's just not right.

I can tell whats going on this time,Theres a stranger in my life.

You're not the person that I once knew.

Are you scared to let them know it's you?

If they could only see you like I do,Then they would see a stranger too..

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room? You made yourself look perfect in everyway,So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed.Your plan is working so you can just walk off

Baby your secret's safe,

2009-05-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

Lalalalala~! Well,Well Well..

Woke up in the morningg. Used the computer for like say,3hours.

Still boredd. Thenn wanted to get for nazar the wallet he wanted for his juilet. (:

So wanted to go bugis. I coled Sasha up. & asked if she cud follow. & She said YES!

Weeeee! So wenta take my shower & all geared up. Vintagee i sayyy! Met Sasha,&got the wallet.

Thenn i wanted to eat DONUTS. Yummmy!

Ate SNOW WHITE & COCO LOCO. Filled my belly big time! (:

Thenn We went to STARBUCKS. Sasha wanted to get

CARAMEL FRAPPE. Nicee! Best part i finished all her Wheap cream! HAHAHAHS!

Thenn Nextt Decided To Bugis Street. BORING... Thenn Walked To ARAB STREET.

Half wayy there,preety dark,most shops were CLOSE. Erryyy!

So We Turned Back, Sat downn & Tied Our Friendship String We Bought (:

Thenn We Went To Food Junction For Dinner.. Ate YONG TUA FU.

Me & Sasha Had Good Talk. Reali Gd Talk I SAY!>

Thinking.. about of things she said..i need a fews days thoughh.

It was sad, but friends are friends. blood are blood.

BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER afterall.

Haiz.

Thanks Sasha. I Love you! U Made Me Feel A Lovedd! ((:

Aniwayss Tomorow, got school YEY. Cant wait. thenn MY HOLIDAYS STARTS.!

omg.. RESULTS TOMOROW. Keeping My Fingers CROSSED!

Aniways Till We Meet In Heavenn.

Nicolette Duhvinaa Robert!

XOXOXOXO

Tryy reachingg myy standard babeh/

MANCHESTER UNITED ALL THE WAYYY!

2009-05-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

Booooo0o! Darlingggs!

Superb Dayy With My Bitchh. (:

Wentt Little India,& Nisha Did Threading!

Ouch! But Turned BEAUTIFUL(:

Thenn Wenta Buyy Bangles Preety Ones!

Thenn Walked & Walked & Walked Thinking Where To Go Next!

Finally Decided To Go ORCHARD!

On The Trainn Was This Asshole Kept Looking!

" Feel Like Slaping His Face Dey" Both Of Us Said! Ha!

Whenn We Reached, Went Far East Plaza!

Went Window Shopping. Stopped At A Pierceing Shop.

Inside This Bottle Near The Counter, Was A Fake Dig In Water!

SHOCKING!

The Shop Assistant Was Totally A Flirt! Asked MY AGE,NAME & If I Had Piercings Crazy!

Thenn We Felt Hungryy!

Wenta Eat Chicken Ricee. Was Watching Chinese Drama There Too! Hahas!

After Thenn Wenta Basement, Window Shopping Continued!

Thennn We Went To The SEX Shop To Take A Look.

But Even Before We Cud Enter.,

[ONLY ABOVE 23 YEARS OLD ALOWED]

Lol! Paiseh Luhs!

Thenn We Started Our Spitting Thing Again!
Nishaa Didnt Let Me Take Pictures Of Myself! Suthu Gerl!

Thenn We Decided To Go See The HOT BAR TENDER That Nisha Noes. He Was Cute (: He Looked At US (:

Thenn..We Decided To Go WISMA ATRIA.

Lols We Took Pictures!

Thennn We Were Tired Alreadyyy,

Then We Walked Back To The Mrt Station, Thenn We talked Our STORIES. SHH. [:

Thenn THERE CAME A WORD.

SATHISH I SMILED (:

Nisha Heard A Word I LOVE YOU,

She Smiled Hahahas!

Thenn We Went Homee.

I Met Ameen. He Sent Me Homee.

Good Guy. (: Thanks!

Thenn Noww Im Blogging. Pictures Below

Hadd A Great Time With Her!

My Happiness That I Get From This BITCH

CANNOT BE COMPARED WITH ANYTHING.& NO ONE.(:

2009-05-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

Booo0o~ Didnt Blog For Two Dayys!

Exams Ended FINALY! Practicalyy Going Out.

Two Days Back Went For LUNCH With Nisha.

Did Our Usual Thing.Ate At Mac,Then Went To This Fashion.

Did Our Photo Taking Sesion. (: *winks

Yday, Celebrated Aunt Sumathi's Bday. It Was Alrite (:

Cool(: Met Long Lost Uncle Murali & Children. Cute Stuff.

Came Back Tired! Todayy, Reali Tired At The Moment.

Suppose To Go Tuh Beach With Sasha, But Tired Luhs.

Another Day I Suppose. LOL. Bored Now, Shall Blog Again Later. I Love You Babe.Dont Get Upset Bitch! Muackz!

Nicolette Duhvinaa

XOXOXO

2009-05-13T23:38:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAYS PHOTOS.

2009-05-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

Finaly! Got My Blog Done (:
Credits Tuh Shivaneh.
Todayy Went Over Tuh Sasha's Place.
Crazy Time There,!
She Made Me Walk & Walk& Walk!
I Ate Twice!LOL. Took Pictures. Which I Yet Tuh Recive From Sasha.
We Were On Our Way Tuh Hougang Mall When This Two Asswipes Took A Pic Of Sasha!
& Our Dearie Took Another Pic Of The Asswipes & Steped On Their Foot & Ran Off.
It Was Totuhly Hilarious.! hahahas!
& Thenn We I Took A Cab & Came Back.

Devakani & Thurka Akka Went Clubbing.
House Is Shh.
Miss My Babe Nisha. :(
Cant Wait Tuh Do Our Girls Day Out. Porn Star Song Making. ETC.
Well Satya...
He thinks his a ROMEO. Short One people!
Im endured more then limits would do. How long more. I CANT.
&....
ImDumpingHim!
Its hard. But if he reali wants me. Let him come. Let him take the first step.
I Want him to noe whatt typa shit I Went thru.
Ima Just Gonna sit on my glass chair & wait For my MR RIGHT. (:

Thats It. (: Nisha I Miss You.
Nicolette Duhvinaa
XOXOXOXO.

2009-05-12T20:46:00.001-07:00

hey